Terbawa-bawa sampai ke mimpi~

says :
 dear haszrin, masuk nie i mimpi u dah 3 kali .
 1st i mimpi u.. 2 days before my birthday...that time i mimpi u...u dtg rmh kt papar . n pkai keta putih n that time it was raining.. n on 27 oct ....its raining that time n u came with ur satria white car . i terkejut mimpi tu btul2 terjadi .
2nd time mimpi u after 2 days my birthday..i mimpi u duduk kat singgah sana with other women n ada c ayu juga time tu . n that time when u saw me . u minta maaf ngan i coz x bagitaw i..u dgn pmpuan n u said u mmg syg i .
 3rd mimpi....i mimp...u..sis yeen...chailorh n kwn2 lain yg i x knal...that time kita tgh mkn2kt sebuah kdai...then after mkn sis yeen has to meet someone that time n kita pula jln kaki with chailorh . i dunno whre is that place....but i was so happy that time... ntah knpa...then tiba2 i terbangun.....gantunggg tul tu mimpi smpai rindu u. lemahhh i rindu u sayang :/

For u Haszrin

says : dear haszrin, makin lama i tahan rindu nie makin sakit . sedih lhar mcm nie...lemahhh i ...nk cry tapi x dpt... am i too strong enough to handle this feeling??? i try to forget u..but its hard for me...mngambil masa yg lama tuk lupakn u. hei. u kata ngan i u bz keja.... n yeah i tunggu u .coz u said u BUSY kerja but now when i see u after 1 month kita x jmpa n u didnt rply my text, u look so diff nie . ur change bha . awkward gilaaa jmpa u time d habour...fook yuen .... n even dlm keta just the 2 of us when u send me home  . seriously im fucking awkward...i dont no what to say to u . coz i terlalu rindu sgt2 . kalau boleh i nak sgt hug u n say I MISS U SAYANGGG . tapi semua tu i x dpt nk ungkapkn coz i can see on ur face that u really like her more than friend . u kata u syg i...n makin lama makin berkurang syg tu . n u kata i nie kuat jln... knpa x larang i??? i jln pergi mana2 i tell u kn . bila u kata u bz kerja... i bgi u space so u x stresss . once a week i text u . kalau dulu 1st met bkn main lagi smpai kalau i x rply text u..u kol . skrg xde... coz u dah jmpa org baru . well its owke n im owke if u found someone else or u fall to someone else... janji u gitau i . n im owke . hei i hate being lonely . coz when im alone...i suddenly rindu u n engat u.. u x pernah ckp pun hubungan kita actually dah jauh... i serius gila ngan u ...i terkejut juga nmpk u kt bed when u text me u bz kerja . i nmpk u d bed n with other women . i cry time tu taw . masuk nie u org kedua buat i mcm nie . untill u kata i ada text u and u pun terkejut knpa i text mcm tu . n u engat i mabuk . heii i xmabuk lhar... i terkejut nmpk u . i rasa diri i d perbodohkan... but bila i dgr dri dia yg hubungan kita dah jauh actually . u x pernah ckp . i dgr ckp u...bila u advise i dgr...erghhhhh agak sakit juga bila u called her syg . but yeah like i said im always owke... u buat i jealous mcm mna pun i ok...thankx haszrin buat i happy dgn u . u ajar i erti kehidupan . just tu lhar i just rindu gilaaaa dgn u . ily sayang :')

my spiderman . hahaha

-sorry kalau i merepek.. but if u read this haszrin. i minta maaf k . xde tmpt nak meluah . just here .

Hard to cry

dlm kpala otak nie blankkkk ooo . ntah apa maw tulis.... terlalu frustttt? ntah lhar . mcm kosong gila lhar bha dlm otak nie . x lama ak jadi org yg xda perasaan lhar nie . maw nangis pun susah . apalagi air mata jatuh setitis pun susah . aduiii sedih jak lhar bha hati nie . mmg ckup kuat kha ak nie? sdangkn dorg bermesra dpn ak . ak just buat bodoh . ak just anggap ak x pernah kpel dgn dia . x puas lagi kha maw buat ak jealous?? kw buat mcm mna pun . ak tetap x kisahhh coz ak sudah biasa d sakiti . jujur ak kata . ak syg kw haszrin...syg sgt ...mcm org bodoh jak ak tgu kw ...bila kw kata kw bz kerja....thankx lhar k .

i miss u

says : dear blog :) lama dah x tulis2 kn ..haha...so anyway ak maw cerrr serba sedekit about apa2 jerrr yg terlintas d pikiran ini..LOL
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btw bila lhar ak maw taubat nie kn... haha... nadia....nadia...taubat lhar kw pren... ngeeeeeee kbai... next topic...lol kita cerr sal c anwardi lhar ok??? haha
since anwardi accident tu hari....last kol tu mlm lhar.... until now xda sdah kbar dia...dia sihat kha x....semuanya ak x taw....lost contact since dia d sdkn :(
jujur ak kata... sejak dia muncul dlm hidup ak...perasaan syg tu dtg kembali...ak engat lagi kata2 dia....dia kata dgn ak... dia maw msuk polis bln jun nie...tapi skrg bln jun... smpai skrg ak masih tggu panggilan phone dari dia.... langsung xda juga dia kol... hurmmmmmm....knpa ak masih mengharap dgn dia nie...????? eish... setiap kali ak dgr lagu "kosong" by najwa latif tu... mesti ak engat dia... kalau x pun lagu2 yg dari phone dia...hurmmmm... kw x rindu ak kha ????? actually ak rindu kw...ak risau bila kw xda d kk :(
i want u by my side....suddenly my tears fell out..terkenang masa u kata u cari me 5 tahun..dlm 5 tahun tu u miss me sgt3..n me sia2 kn semua tu...untill ur gone....kini tinggal kata2 kw dan juga kenangan kita... :'(

suka....sayang...cinta...avoid....rindu :)

says : punya shit terkejut ak ...semua post ak hilang nie and langsung tiada ! wtfff man ! shitttttt ! someone mesti ada buka my email...fuck ! eisssshhh! hurm...its owke...begin with a new blog sejaaa lhar... :) sabarrrr nadiaaaa
btw...ak maww cerssss....ada 1 guy tu kn nma dia khai...1st of all ak just suka dia then tba2 ak syg dia and smpai lhar bila ada gf dia sound ak....ak mula fall in love nie sma dia....sejak ak knal dia ak memang taw lelaki mcm dia confirm ada gf...tapi dia menafikannya.....its owke...i dont really care about it....all i know it just i really do sygg kw ! HAHA!
ak peduli apenyerr pown adoiiiiii :D
just 1 think ak maw taw ak nie siapa bgi kw ???? thats all....coz ak taw kw syg tul sma cwek mu skrg.....kn...kn...kn...????
HAHA! skaretttt c kwnn....wootss...woooots...
anyway....cersss about lelaki...since kw p srwak tu..ak x sngka nie....lelaki yg ak tinggalkn 3 tahun dulu..dtg kembali cari ak...HAHA! since high school.....LOL he ask me to marry with him....aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrr
gve me a real......a guy like u boy just saying a sweet words....use ur brain b4 u say it...:)
sorryyy to say but ak masih syg c khaiii...mls maw pikir lelaki buat msa skrg...biar lhar ak hidup ngan kerja jak tnpa lelaki... am i rite ?? HAHA!
owke btw senang juga ak akhirnya bila luah perasaan ak kt cnie...bye blogger :)